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It wasn't the same anymore...


It has been changing...but the answer is still
the same...

Tolerance

again..
this happen to us again..
I really thought that it was already ended...
but obviously, No..
sometimes I asked myself every decisions that i had made is it right?
Those decisions are for my own good or yours?
maybe you're right...
I can't give whatever u aspect from me...
not even something simple..
TIME...
this is the only thing that what you want from me ..
yet I can't give you..
yea, maybe you were right..
I never put you in the first place and I love my family more than you...
but at least i tried my best to fulfill what you want..
I gave up the time i spend with family to accompany you..
I did it although i knew it all along that my parents are very unhappy with me..
what can i do?
I want you to be happy always...
I'll happy if you're happy...
whenever I see your happy face, I said to myself all I did were worthy..
because my happiness come from you...
as you know, I love to cry..
and i promised you that i cannot cry no matter what happened..
sometimes when i was alone in my house doing nothing..
i will think about you...
the sweet and sour memories we had together..
lying on the bed crying and laughing...
like a mentality person...
what you said to me just now hurt me...
u said after i came back i'm reluctant to do anything for you..
but actually i was doing something for you...
I didn't tell because I scare we start arguing again...
I promised that I wanna make today a happy day...
no arguements for today...
just for one day...
one day...
but I failed...
i made you angry...
recently, almost everyday we argued...
you are tired of that, so am I...
whenever we stop arguing within 15 minutes,
another arguement...
exausted....
but what can I do...
the fact is I LOVE YOU...
i need you more than everything...
more than my life...
think back what a friend of mine said:
"TOLERANCE is very important in order to maintain a relationship"
In a word,
I don't want to have arguements anymore..
please~
*I HEART YOU*

Plain White T's 1234 ( I Love You )



1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than Ive ever had
Make me feel better when Im feeling sad
Tell me Im special even though I know Im not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
Im so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
Theres only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
Theres only one way to say
Those three words
Thats what Ill do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Youre the best that Ive had
And Im so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
Theres only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
Theres only one way to say
Those three words
Thats what Ill do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
Its easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
Theres only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
Theres only one way to say
Those three words
Thats what Ill do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you
i love this song..this song meant a lot to me..and it's for you my dear...remember what i told you..
I.W.N.L.U

NEW POST *hahaha*

after a month and 10 days...
finally...
i wrote this blog...
i was so so so lazy to write blog these days...
woohoooo~
finish my foundation course!
although it was a bit tough because in foundation you gotta hurry through all 14 subjects within a year..
but i had gain something that is ...
* FRIENDSHIP *
almost half of my classmates gotta continue their studies at setapak or pj...
miss them!
luckily, some of my close friends are still in kampar...
hope that our relationship will never fade...
TB4 rockz~

severe headache

hmm...
it's been a long time i didn't update my blog since the last post...
i don't know why i had headache this few days..
it's killing me....
sob...
what happened??
is it because of the weather??...or OMG!! tumor?!!
lol~(LAME ==")
maybe is because i travel everyday from kampar to ipoh ...
so tired....
hehe~
luckily my dear sms with me...
hehe~
love ya... (muackxx)
haiz..
tomorrow have an exam...
until now i haven't start my revision yet....
too lazy to study..
elissa and i still watching tvb drama-Emergency Unit..
lol~
hmm...
i hope that when i get my paper tomorrow, it will be filled with all the answers..
hahahahahahaha~
that would be incredible!
hahahaha~
(dreaming)
hmm....finish my drama...
the ending was a little bit ..herm...
LAME....
now i gotta do my things..
hahaha~
watch another drama..
hahahahahaha~
'dai dong gua'
bye

Dear...

hmm....
suddenly miss my dear so much....
wanna be with my dear NOW..
sob sob...
"DEAR, can you come to me now?hehehehehehehehehe~~
wanna hug ...hehehe~"
I'm very very boring er during this sem break...
the only thing I did id sms-ing with YOU...
hehe~
I wanna go everywhere with you...
shopping , eating , playing.....
anything....
with you only..
blek..
haiz~~
actually don't know what to write...
hehehe~
only these LAME things hehehehe~~~
muckxx MUCKXX !!

My Dear

(This is a heart-shaped island and this is where I wanna go with you..ONLY YOU)


Hmm....
I don't know who is my dear...
bt i think someone knows it..
hahahahahahahaha~~
hmm...
I have forgotten when we started being so close....
hehehehe~~
bt you really gave me the best time in my life....
^^
I won't forget u ...
forever..
YOu will be always on my mind...
I know sometimes I made you loss your temper..
so badly..
I'm sorry..
I really didn't meant to hurt you or to make you angry...
(although sometimes i purposely made it..kakaZz )
but you know i do love you so so so so so so so much...
hehehehe~~
Our song..
hmm..
everytime when i was driving my,
especially when you are not with me,
sure i will listen to those songs..
makes me reminds of you...
muCKXX...
I really scare you will leave me...
hm..
and i have something to say...
I DUN LIKE YOU MANG!!!!
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU THROW THINGS,
i really don't like it...
but,
I will still love you..
muCKXXXX...
hmm..
and thanx for the valentines gift..
what you said to me really made me felt so touched...
thank you for giving me my sweet first valentines day...

Dear,
I just wanna tell you that You Are Always Mine...
I Don't Want Others To Have You...
Promise Me K???
LOVE YOU
(i'm using our favourite colour to tell you this)