Tolerance

again..

this happen to us again..
I really thought that it was already ended...

but obviously, No..

sometimes I asked myself every decisions that i had made is it right?

Those decisions are for my own good or yours?

maybe you're right...

I can't give whatever u aspect from me...

not even something simple..

TIME...

this is the only thing that what you want from me ..

yet I can't give you..

yea, maybe you were right..

I never put you in the first place and I love my family more than you...

but at least i tried my best to fulfill what you want..

I gave up the time i spend with family to accompany you..

I did it although i knew it all along that my parents are very unhappy with me..

what can i do?

I want you to be happy always...

I'll happy if you're happy...

whenever I see your happy face, I said to myself all I did were worthy..

because my happiness come from you...

as you know, I love to cry..

and i promised you that i cannot cry no matter what happened..

sometimes when i was alone in my house doing nothing..

i will think about you...
the sweet and sour memories we had together..

lying on the bed crying and laughing...

like a mentality person...

what you said to me just now hurt me...

u said after i came back i'm reluctant to do anything for you..

but actually i was doing something for you...

I didn't tell because I scare we start arguing again...

I promised that I wanna make today a happy day...

no arguements for today...

just for one day...

one day...

but I failed...

i made you angry...

recently, almost everyday we argued...

you are tired of that, so am I...

whenever we stop arguing within 15 minutes,

another arguement...

exausted....

but what can I do...

the fact is I LOVE YOU...

i need you more than everything...

more than my life...

think back what a friend of mine said:

"TOLERANCE is very important in order to maintain a relationship"

In a word,

I don't want to have arguements anymore..

please~

*I HEART YOU*