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scare?? scare of what??? Haiz~~ Hope that I can go to a world without worries and problems.

Kinda moody. Hmm.. I think I know why, but is it true that I still can't 'GET OUT' of it? At first,

I thought that I will be fine after sometimes but... NO! Look what am I doing! I am going to

collapse soon.. What should I do? Commit suicide?? Stupid solution!! From the bottom of my

heart, I don't think that I deserve to have 'ONE' because whenever it happens to me sure will

turn bad... Is this my fate? lol~ If it's true, then I gonna lock myself in the room and kill myself!!

GOD~! Help me!!!